week 10

Has it really been 10 weeks?? I was beginning to think I was doing better. Then I saw my grade for that piece in Rubys class and found out I left out some info, now I will be wondering what it was forever. Watching the softball piece was hard on the eyes especially with all the rewinding. I know I do better when the class reviews together.
One day I feel like quiting then the next day I have some improvement then it's back to doubting myself. There is so much to do and I feel overwhelmed.
Well till next week.

week 9

Well the week started out with a funeral and ended with me being rearended by a car when I was going off the exit onto rt. 50 at Bridgeport Hill. I thought my van was crushed but it only had a little scratch on the bumper. I was so shook up. Now I feel sore. The days in between were busy trying to pull all the work together that I have been working on. I feel I did a little better. There is a lot of work ahead. New goals to accomplish. I think will I be able or am I so far behind and slow that I will never catch up or hold my own. My grandsons went over signs with me tonight. They are always an appreciative audience and willing participants.
Well till next week.

week 8

oops, I forgot last week but my back was out or in or inside out but it really hurt. I keep having ups and downs. I let things hurt my feelings when I shouldn't. I really took in a lot last week and I have been trying to apply it. I do notice if there is talking in the room when I am doing a video it distracts me. Like April says put it in your filing cabinet, my key must be rusty.I can't believe how much I am learning but the memory thing is an issue for me.
Till Friday

week 7

The days seem slow but the weeks are flying by. There is much to take in and to build on. Trying to remember is so hard. I still feel anxious. I signed up for tutoring and hope going over vocab will stick. I think last year I didn't know how to use a tutor to my advantage. Then when bad weather hit it was all about getting home in one piece.

I think the past week went pretty good, I know what I need to work on, doing it is another thing.

When I had my last piece critque I knew it was bad but I didn't know it was that bad. I just wanted to crawl in a hole. I was having a hard time letting it roll off my back and learning from it.

Well another week is starting, we'll see how that goes.

week 6

I am still stressing but now I can add our business to the list. I feel I am doing better. I know I just have to get out there and do it. I will make mistakes and I hope I am learning from them and retaining the new info. Till the end of this week.