week 5

First my granddaughter Tierney arrived Friday at 6:40 pm. It was a hectic experience this time around. I had school and work before I could get to the hospital and I arrived after she was born.

I finally calmed down when I realized Jennifer and baby were fine. We were afraid a c section would be needed.

I have had a week of doubt all the way around and wonder what am I doing?? My tests scores were bad.I deleted videos instead of saving them. I feel miserable and discouraged. I am lonely and find I am getting angry more often then not.

Where is the balance in all of this? I need to find some soon or I feel my chest is going to explode.

Well until next time.

week 4

This has been a hectic week for me, emotionally and academically.
When I went to take the test I couldn't remember the words to use.
I know the information is in there. I guess taking tests has always been hard for me.
I know I can do this, I know I can.

week 3

I am 3 weeks into the program and I still feel confused. I must say a lot of it is from trying to navigate thru blackboard. Some of my frustration is also that I need to learn how to write a paper the correct way. I know what i want to say, but it doesn't come out right. I also learned through taking a test that i have a hard time with memorization. There is sooo much to learn. Am I up to this? I know it is in there, but getting it out is another thing.

2nd week classes

Classes are better, I feel I am learning.I am not good at taking tests. I am still worried about signing. Then I came unglued when Caleb had those seizures. It seems when you leave class life kicks in and it is hard to concentrate.