week 5

First my granddaughter Tierney arrived Friday at 6:40 pm. It was a hectic experience this time around. I had school and work before I could get to the hospital and I arrived after she was born.

I finally calmed down when I realized Jennifer and baby were fine. We were afraid a c section would be needed.

I have had a week of doubt all the way around and wonder what am I doing?? My tests scores were bad.I deleted videos instead of saving them. I feel miserable and discouraged. I am lonely and find I am getting angry more often then not.

Where is the balance in all of this? I need to find some soon or I feel my chest is going to explode.

Well until next time.